Just when I thought things were going well...

So yesterday, I had a friggen sad spell, thanks to CSI:NY. There was a scene where the doctor told the detective that his fellow officer was under heavy sedation to prep for surgery. Flashback to 3 days before my brother passed away.

I mean, I of course expect to remember my brother, but I guess it was just the fact that the CSI lived after his surgery and my brother didn't is all. So I excused myself from the living room and cried for 20 minutes until I went to sleep.

For the last month, it's been pretty easy to talk to people about the circumstances, but... I guess that moment just hit me really hard. Makes me wonder how well I'm actually doing- if I'm in denial and whatnot about how I've been feeling.

As an added bonus, I think I have a stomach bug or something. I've felt nauseous all day and I could barely stay in the sanctuary of my church this morning. Drank some lemon-lime soda to help my gut and it's gotten a little better.

The end of the quarter is this Friday- and my AP history grade looks horrible. Surprisingly, this is the ONLY grade that looks horrible. I have cramming to do. And I have a book report due this week too. Awesome.

On the brighter side, the Art Institutes of Kansas City is having a National Portfolio Day this Saturday. I plan on attending, if the Lord says so too. My Portfolio is actually very weak compared to other people that have one and attending. The thing is full of almost nothing but Sonic and Anime... on Copy Paper. Yeah... I hope they ask me about the concepts behind it so that way the intelligent side can shine through.

Oh and some updates for you:
-~Kanetsu-no-Atsusa is my more active account, JSYK. I just do journal updates and message deletion here. If you need anything from now on, ask me there.
-Still doing the 22,222 Kiriban pictures. My comp is slow.
-I may start doing Video Tuts instead of the regular style ones -KnA-. I got an Open Source Desktop Recorder. ^^
-Once I finish my queue here, I'm officially moving. It's just taking really long... =.=;
-Removing all of the avatars from this account, simply because I'm tired of rippers that don't know how to ask.
-Removing all sketches from here except for sketches that later became digital works.

That's all.